Saturday, September 25, 2010

The more things change, the more they stay the same.

There have been a lot of big changes lately.  Work has gone from bad to worse, to unbearable, and then to pretty much awesome (although many things are somewhat up in the air as to how wonderful it will actually end up being).
I've had some issues lately, but overall, I'm doing exponentially better than I've done in a very, very long time.  It occurred to me the other day that I was really, truly happy.  Not a fleeting kind of happy, as in "I had a really great day, so I'm happy right now" kind of thing.  I am actually happy.
My life actually seems to be working out for me.  I have really awesome friends.  And I have more friends than I knew I did.  Maybe the years I spent feeling so lonely were unnecessary.  Anyway, I'm happy now.
I'm planning on going back to school because I actually miss it.  I really feel like I'm ready to go back now.
Work looks like it might be working out for me, finally.

I just feel like finally, everything might really be working out for me.